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looong time [27 Jan 2009|08:36pm]  wow it's been a long time lots o stuff has happened. i move. i am entering senior year.... wow time goes fast. i don't know if i can handle all that is coming for me now. we'll have to see. god knows where i shall be come the end of the year. xoxoxx bels post comment

[29 May 2007|11:11pm] For some odd unapparent reason, nothing seems to be working in my favor lately. I seem to be going insane . everything is piling up and i do not know where to start the unpilement. 1 comment|post comment

[26 May 2007|11:27pm] PIRATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! post comment

[19 May 2007|01:50pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Ti amo ] Top 10 reasons to date a ballerina . . . 10. A striptease is not an option... it's part of their inherent nature 9. They are willing to sacrifice their bodies 8. They have a lot of rhythm 7. They do it in front of mirrors 6. Flexibility- of course! 5. Panties do not get in the way because they don't wear any 4. They're used to performing in minimal amounts of clothing 3. They're used to having bruises on their knees 2. They have perfect hip rotation 1. They've mastered five positions perfectly lmfao Its oddly true. post comment

[10 May 2007|01:04pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | kingdom hearts ] its here =( we are leaving post comment

[02 May 2007|09:19pm] the conversations with tina and a couple of other people have got me thinking. argentina. moving. leaving everything. what i should do until i leave. what L said before that. how ive been acting. whet i think i know but i dont. and a whole bunch of other stuff, thats just a brief summary. 2 comments|post comment

[27 Apr 2007|03:17pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Hey Mr.DJ- Backstreet Boys ] sleep is all i need. post comment

[24 Apr 2007|03:09pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | 30 seconds to mars ] ugh. Im tired i dont sleep enough I have trouble concentrating I am a full fledged insomniac and to top it all off im being a bitch to everyone about everything. They worst art is that i realize it and i can't really control it. If I Could i would try. I try but nothing helps. the sleep deprivation does this to me.... oh and the transfer is coming out soon so i wanna fucking shoot myself. post comment

[13 Apr 2007|06:52pm] why I'm always the person no one wants to hang out with, every one seems to have something fun and exciting to do always. except for me. An usually if i am with people, i am the last person they think of inviting. thast resort. people might say that i just don't understand my friends.....that is..........if i have any...........is it because im different than other people...am i really that bad of a person.........whenever i do something bad i try to fix it....why does this happen though.....everything i know has been falling apart,,,now of all times, when im moving soon, i cant handle of all this but it seems that i have no choice or say in the matter....maybe thats it. the fact that im leaving. people want deattach themselves before the news comes and if they actually cared they wont be hurt.if they cared...........i dont know anymore....why am i still here. i should have left ages ago. no one likes me ..i dont think my family does....sometimes....most of the time taking my life away seems to be the answer...... post comment

[09 Apr 2007|11:16am] [ mood | content ] [ music | none ] So I'm back from DC. Overall break has been pretty good. San fran was amazing and washington was...fun? And i also founf out that June 30th i have to go to a wedding in Argentina....... Got this from jen: SOUNDTRACK TO MY LIFE: Opening Credits: Scandalous - Mis Teeq My reaction: umm o wow Waking Up: This is the best day ever - My chemical romance MR: thats very appropriate Falling In Love: Laffy Taffy - D4L MR: I don't see how this fits..... Fight Song: Martini Kiss- Senses Fail MR: angry Breaking Up: La Tortura - Shakira MR:  sexy breakup Making up: I miss you -  Blink 182 MR: cute Life's Ok: Punk Rock Princess - Something Corporate MR: life is good Mental Breakdown: Broken - Seether & Amy Lee MR: aww Driving: Kiss - Prince MR: this is one of those blast while in a convertible songs Flashbacks: Un Mundo Mejor - La Oreja de Van Gogh MR: aww, thats cute Dance Scene: Fantasy - Ludacris MR: Something tells me, more than dancing will be occuring that night. Regretting:What goes around comes around - Justin Timberlake MR: nice Final Battle: Facedown - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus MR:fun stuff Death Scene: I know the Truth - Sherie Rene Scott MR: OMG AIDA Final Credits: Inolvidable- Laura Pausini MR: fits perfectly 2 comments|post comment

[27 Mar 2007|07:38pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | ........ ] SAN FRANCISCO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! post comment

[24 Mar 2007|09:13pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Im my daughter's eyes- Martina McBride ] have you ever wanted to cry but find that no matter what you do....you can't.   its like my life story, I've built so many barriers inside my head so I don't show certain emotions, that now I can't cry. its sad. So many times i've wanted to cry to let it all out, and i cant. I just keep botling things up inside me.  post comment

[19 Mar 2007|09:26pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | Please come home- Dustin Kensrue ] To compete again..... o wow.  As I think about it now, I havenn't competed in exactly 2 years. And those were totally intense, stressful, drama full and tiring. I hope that this one isn't like that at all. It probably won't be as bad.....but still. 146 teens in 1 hotel putting up with each other under the excitement of competition.....lol. I wonder what its going to feel like being infrotn of judges again, the look at everything. Posture, dress, expression, just everything. And I really don't want to mess this up for the seniors because its their last one and if I mess it up its going to bring eveyone down. I panic and its not good. ugh i guess ill just have to pray for the best and suck up the muscle pain. lol post comment

[08 Mar 2007|03:39pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Space Jam theme song ] Got from jen =) My Nine Names 1. YOUR REAL NAME Maria Belen A...... 2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first three letters of your name, plus izzle) Marizzle 3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three of your last) MAin 4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: ("The" followed by fav color and fav animal) The Purple Bear 5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, town where you were born): Belen Buenos Aires 6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 3 letters of mom's maiden name) AinMALog 7. SUPERHERO NAME: (favorite color, favorite drink, followed by your gender) Purple Iced Tea Girl  8. IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your moms middle name) Anbouto 9.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (fathers middle name and your grandpas first name) Eduardo Oscar none of mine make sense LMFAO post comment

[12 Feb 2007|12:15pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | classical stuff ] im sick i dont like it im going to miss rehearsal = instant death o joy 1 comment|post comment

[03 Feb 2007|11:51pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | calm shit ] Winter formal.....o wow. It had its good points and its 'I want to kill you' points. it was interesting. I got a huge dilemma off my back, but I feel like its going to come back. I got hurt last time and I dont want to again, so yeah. it was fun though. some one tell that mother fucking asshole of a dj to learn to do his job 3 comments|post comment

[26 Jan 2007|09:53pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | Easy as Life ] I lost my voice in the past half hour. I sound like  a dying cat. o joy. On the plus side I got my pictures from spain and it brought back so many memories. Its beautiful. I felt like I was there again. 2 comments|post comment

[14 Jan 2007|09:33pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Heavy - Holly Brook ] Can someone pleaseexplain to me why I have one of these? I never write on it and its completely pointless to qrite down your personal 'journaly' thoughts just so someone else can read them :( yes im pissed right now 3 comments|post comment

[13 Dec 2006|08:02pm] Oh my god, Les Miserables was Amazing =) 1 comment|post comment

[09 Dec 2006|01:03am] i <3 happy feet ryan, sean, Brittany and alexa.....good times also the fact that we ran into practically all of harrison post comment

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